I am a first year teacher and today two kids lit a fire in my class. (I teach high school in a big city). Weird thing is this stuff use to make me more depressed and exhausted and at this point I am just numb and can't help but laugh at the whole of this mess. The two boys got suspsended and I called their parents as well. Just to make clear what happened. The one mom is all defensive about the situation the other, shes going to tear him a new a$$hole I think.

Like, I use to be upset and cry all the time. Now, I feel weirdly relaxed and numb to it all. Not sure what to make of this feeling. I'm actually laughing at the whole situation.