I am so tired of being tired. I don't sleep. I give everything I have to my students. I face more anxiety each day. I am crashing quickly. I am now on day 8 of 14 straight days being at school. I am a fine arts teacher (vocal music and choir). Most days, I arrive at 7:00 or 7:30 and leave at 7:00 because of rehearsal. I am trying to keep a dying program alive. It is immensely supported by building-level admin but undermined by my counterpart at our feeder school. I want to leave the profession, but due to stipends and advanced degrees, I'm finally making semi-decent money and cannot afford the pay cut. My husband is very ill and his doctors are here, so moving is not an option right now. I feel like I have hit a wall.