So my mom convinced me to watch the last moving blog and I gotta admit… I cried so hard. I barely watch her anymore but I found her in 2015 when I was in college in my first apartment and I just don’t relate to her the same way but the flash backs with her dad made me sob idk why

Also with her eating these same foods over and over again… can’t be good for her health. I am sort of going through the same type of thing where I fixate on one food and I feel sick at the thought of anything else and I do not feel good about. I hate being so specific and I have to make dinner for everyone and then make me my little safe food. My boyfriend is worried, I’m losing weight, and I know I’m not getting enough to give me energy. Simply put- she needs to eat more and more variety. I’m hoping to see a doctor and I think she should too because back in 2015 it was quirky to eat cream spinach and “pah-sta” salad from Lemonade everyday. But we are old now Tara. We need to eat real food