I've been with my current therapist for almost 3 years now. She's helped me work through many depressive issues and we've worked through agitation and trauma issues. Now, we just chat for 15 or 20 minutes. We hit on the important things in life, my boyfriend, my mom, my job, my body image... and then that's it. Once every two weeks. However, I feel like she's a mother figure and if I were honest with her about my life, I feel she would be very disappointed with me. My boyfriend and I have entered into the kink world in the last year. This is something that I'm open about with a few of my friends, but not with my family. I'm sure that my therapist would have negative things to say, as she's mentioned little things here and there in the past. Like, I know you can't have a relationship with someone other than your boyfriend... but I feel I can. I'm not taking poly here, but more towards swinger/BDSM lifestyle. I know as someone who is bipolar needs therapy, I just don't feel like it's doing anything for me anymore, since I feel like I have to hide things. Maybe I should find a kink friendly therapist and start over? I'm not sure. Thanks for reading if you made it this far.