I feel normal. I don’t have like urges to kill people. Never harmed any animals. In fact I LOVE THEM! I need to mention I do have violent tendencies, but I maintained them within the world of violence I was apart of. Nowadays I use video games mostly. I am a bit narcissistic though and I almost always go overboard when I’m upset. I’m smart and have a photographic memory and can usually articulate things pretty well….. You guys might wonder why I’m here, but my most recent therapist just explained that they couldn’t see me anymore. I honestly don’t understand bc this is my THIRD time in 3 years and I’m just lost as to what to do? Am I crazy or something? I’ve never been committed. It’s just like we get close every time then, boom. Later gator. It sucks. Honestly.