Honestly, I need a little help please and thank you. Average guy, average looks, grandpa age older. Here's the thing, I am a stage 4 cancer survivor. The procedures and surgeries kinda took me out of the game in various ways. I used to roll as a hung , alt lifestyle Dominant. (Basically not a good fit in a sub or chuck role). I find my side effects have left me in good health but also as an under performer at the moment. Straight up, I think I have some ed problems. (Not completely sure as I have had 0 opportunity to even try). I know I can achieve dry orgasm. Relatively sure I'm sterile now. I'm seeking an altruistic, open minded, non judgemental partner to practice and try with. I'm not fussy about age, race, status or looks. I just need a kinder heart, more open mind and helpful attitude. I guess it makes me a bit different because I can't and won't promise all the standard offerings from males. I'm not gonna promise huge cock or giant cream pies. *I basically have to stay out of the sausage parties. What I can offer is a lot of safe experimentation. (I have a WIDE range of experience and the all time open mind). I have other talents, kinks, niche interests with an especially active oral fetish...just about anything is considered (details in real private conversations). Ongoing preference. Not interested in online only or cyber. I have a pretty flexible schedule, can host almost any scene or travel. Thank you,