I am a 26 y/o nb (female at birth) and lately I’ve been trying to come to terms with my gender identity..? I chose nb bc I am not always femme presenting nor am I always masculine presenting nor am I always in the gray area? When I was younger, I used to wonder why I didn’t have “both down there”. I was very tomboyish and grew up with the boys, but as I got older started to enjoy being “pretty” and “made up”. I don’t think I’m necessarily transgender but then again I don’t know because I always wonder if I’ll be happier if I transitioned FTM.

I recently bought a prosthetic penis and it was really affirming looking at myself in the mirror wearing it. Something about it felt “right”. I’m new to really discovering everything about identity, gender, etc. The only things I’ve ever been 100% SURE of was that I was attracted to people regardless of gender or (gender presentation) and I’ve never been 100% comfortable in my body.

Anyone else dealing with gender this way or have any advice?