The shirtless martyr - ep.4

Special thanks to Credit from inspo by IN THIS MOMENT & “the promise” - OG Maria Brink 😻

My “MARIA BRINK” & “peanut butter waffles”

“NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR WHAT I DO! I KNOW HOW THIS WILL END! SO IM TURNING AWAAAAAAYYY NOW! BEFORE WE BEGIN!”

“Im always singing about my fickle feelings Cuz I know theres no antidote”

BP fuels! Another gas station. Another part of the nations, flying J, loves trucks stops…. Chick fil a and chipotle in between…… theres no more bakers or del taco out here left for me….. last time I couldn’t answer in the terminal…. When you did that running thingy! Was it you? Or was it me? Who dissmissed who this time? Dissmissive Avoidant is my jam…. Next to chevelle, deftones. Slipknot and Korn… with a bit of Pearl Jam…… running past a hundred….. on a flight to another “DOPAMINE CHASING FEELING”

“This is your pain! Dont shut me out!! We are gods unwanted children so be it! Fck damnation, fck redemption” those are Tylers words…. Not mine…. I just watched the movie growing up…… Marla 🤦🏼‍♀️ no MARIA 🙋🏼‍♀️ every single time! I NEED TO HEAR YOUR SCREECH! You know how to do it! Ill be your cowboy who comes around…. Even tho that song is Cringe!

The only PROMISE I CAN MAKE YOU! (Tyler - IS THAT MY PROMISE IS A LIE”) But you had me since “Whispers of October” on Beautiful Tragedy…. And “Prayers” in between I wanna board a plane right now… cuz maybe our schedules will meet and then maybe I can talk to you again…… Im still here. A loyal fan….. if its not me…. Happy you & the “PB waffles” can have someone, somewhere, with you to make you smile…… even if I have to bow out indefinitely! 🥹😢🫠 but I know Ill be alright, cuz Ive had to die inside once before permanently! But OUR star crossed wasterland…. Leads me to resurrection again in “Ashes”….. the first time I saw you Live Onstage in 2006…. Anaheim House of Blues. Our first single you sang to me 😘🫶🏻🤘

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