The Shirtless Martyr Episode 2:

“Marla Singer”

“Marla! The tourist! Her lie reflected my lie…. So once again. I couldnt sleep. One of these days, during guided meditation….. MARLA I NEED THIS NOW GET OUT!”

Ok…… so before you read that…. Listen a little closer…. Cuz IF MARLA exist… and is happy, TYLER had to go eat a bullet. Remember the scene “Whats that smell?”

Soooo MARLA 100% cannot happen! Despite me still caring about her. My LOGICAL BRAIN. Can figure that one out! Quick! MY HEART THO! Thats a different story…. Best thing you can do, is just place her back into her fold! Give her a hug and say good bye say a funny voiced “love you long time” And tell that dude of hers….. congratulations you found her bro! She is an amazing WOMAN NOW! Don’t lose her dude like I did. She’s IRREPLACEABLE! I know when I “went off to battle to my own personal war” but my biggest regret was always saying “good bye”…. When I heard about some “JOE Mama” was coming around, nothing against him… but I had been gone for so long…. I cried 😢😭🤯. Cuz I was pretty sure. She thought I left and never came back, died and had gone forever….. but I just had become a lost hiker and didn’t know how to start a signal fire to call for help…. But I made my way outta the trees one day….. briefly reminded of that one movie from the 90’s where ben affleck was down in war and he came back to his friend with his lady. But he stayed back and chose to let her be happy. I think that movie was called “Pearl Harbor” & maybe even tom hanks did that in “cast away” if I recall correctly…. Cuz thats where Ive been for the last couple decades of my life… still same dude. Going fast on Motorcycles, Fast Cars, Life, skateboards and snowboards with my carne asada burritos in one hand and a rockstar energy drink in the other! Crusin my life away with extra salsa haha 🤣

“Marla…. Like a sore on the roof of your mouth that would heal, if only… you could just stop tonguing it” old wounds still heal and hurt to be open….. but if Im open and honest. I cant lie and say I don’t have an ulterior motive when I think about her. Nobody knows except DUST her name…. We were all created from it anyways……. “Like a space monkey” so I know as Tyler I can talk about this to Jack… Marla wouldn’t understand us anyways. But if she wanted to come home. We’d throw a party….. STOP IT! STOP THINKING LIKE THAT! Said Jack

This isn’t some pedestal story. No its not. But NEITHER OF US was as ALIVE as we were in the middle of that dance ring….. people could only dream of that kind of love and passionate spice that never even got past first base…silly little oppressed religious kids…. And tbh I just wish I could ever find her again. We’re all goofs and messed up in our own way. & “Marla couldn’t afford to throw away money on a doctor 💁🏼‍♀️ cuz you felt nothing…. But just there” but she wouldn’t believe me anyways back then so I myself just wanna find that feeling again. Never had it again after she left…. That last day! That sunburn hurt! 2012. The last time I fell asleep in her arms… woke up she was gone 😱gave her my heart so she could go on and be happy with someone else ❤️‍🩹

The Shirtless Martyr Episode 2 - “Marla Singer”