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Okay so I started doing sissy things at the beginning of the year. Started out small with me playing with my ass but now I've been raiding.My moms clothes and wearing them for people.

Recently I've met someone and we've been chatting. I've fantasized for a long time about being a female but always as a sissy behind doers in the bedroom. However while talking to this person they've really changed my ideas about this. There soon to be trans and have been talking to me about how great it is. I've even thought about how sexy it would be, to be trans as well and it is a bit of a turn on. Then they said something that really got to me. "see your even thinking about having your dick cut off. No normal guy would want his dick cut off."

That's when it hit me. This idea of being trans. Before I never actually thought about going through with this but this has made me think about actually being trans. I've never had a problem with fitting in because I'm uncomfortable with who I am or anything. I will admit I have had trouble making friends and feel like I don't belong anywhere and that my friends aren't actually my friends. However I don't think it's because of my gender or anything. I've just always thought this was because of me.

To summarize it all up I want to know if there is any trans or sissy here that regret doing hrt to or going deep into being a sissy and why?what made you originally want to be Trans and is there a way for me to see if this is something I actually want and not me just being horny all the time?