So I've been the bull in other mfm hot wife scenarios, but my girlfriend and I have been slowly getting deeper into the LS together.

We've met up with a couple a few times and recently just the other guy for a mfm. And I'm getting such a mix of emotions around the experience, but not In a bad way, persay. This is more me trying to reflect.

So I'm quite large... Around 7.5" and maybe 2" thick. Out of the > 70 women I've been with, I've been well received and enjoyed being the 'bbc'. But this other guy is enormous. He's gotta be close to 9" and girthy as hell. He's an even bigger BBC.

We met up recently and its both amazing and terrifying to see my girlfriend get fucked by him. When I fuck my girlfriend, I can go pretty hard and fast and she'll react in a very positive way, but when he was fucking her, you could just tell that he was much larger and she couldn't control her body. She was so much louder than she normally is with me. It was super hot to see her just absolutely overcome with pleasure to the point she couldn't even keep herself up in position to suck me off while he was behind her.

We switched off back and forth with him pounding her as hard as he could and finishing, then I got on top of her and finished my self off. I definitely could tell she was super loose.

I feel a little jealous about it, but im trying to divert that feeling. The only two times in my entire life I've had issues getting it up was 1) when I was on college Spring break and had done some drugs and 2) the first time we had a mfmf with this guy and his girlfriend.

I mean holy hell. I read about other guy's issues with feeling insecure and I never thought it would happen to me. But my insecurity is kind of a curiosity. Like how does my girlfriend feel when she experiences someone that much larger? How slutty do you feel switching between two cocks like that? I know shes a size queen and it was super hot to see her trying to handle us both.

Im not really sure what I'm trying to achieve here, just kind of needed a place to say a few words. My girlfriend is bicurious but she likes the dick Way more. Im kind of bummed that we haven't had a MFF after all this time I've been with my girlfriend, because I'm started to feel the need to "balance" our sexual experiences out.