Context: I’m a 25M that has been out since he was 12 and has had sex with exclusively only men for the past 7 years. I did have a few trans men but I honestly don’t really know where to classify them.

Anyways, so I have always wanted to fuck a female. I am not into women emotionally by any means and I’m much more sexually into men but the past year or so I have been watching more straight porn (femdom, cuckold) because I’ve become desensitized to gay porn myself that I felt the need to try some pussy.

I’m a good looking guy (similar to the Luigi guy but slightly feminine) so paying to have sex with an attractive woman is kinda a no brainer. I also feel like the idea of fucking someone’s wife is a power thing for me.

Well, I came over a swinger couples place that was in their late 30s and let’s just say it was interesting.

Both of them knew I was a gay guy from the get go. At first the girl was confused when I explained it and the guy said “whatever it’s cool”. She asked if I was into getting with him because I only knew who she looked like and I said “maybe”. When I arrived at the place they were a bit tipsy and definitely “very typical white straight corporate people who would never guess are swingers”. I don’t mean this to be offensive but I feel most swingers look like hippies.

They ask why I am doing this and I say “because I’m 25 and I wanna cross something off my bucket list”. As time goes on the girl ask if I want to share the guy but he actually found what my kink was by asking “are you into me turning you “straight” by fucking her?” And I responded something like that.

She was complimenting me a lot and then goes and says “I love how dark and handsome you are, this is weird though because I usually have guys wanting to fuck me so it’s different having a guy like you not want to fuck me”. It didn’t make sense but I started getting it on with her.

To make a long “not so fucking” story short I didn’t get hard enough to even fuck her. I noticed when the kissing happened I was not into it. This woman was by no means unattractive - she had a pretty face, nice ass, PINK PUSSY AND HOLE, but what I came to realize after hours of not getting into it is what she said to me

“I think you’re just gay and that’s okay”.

I think what happened in my 20s is porn was an addiction that caused me to not watch videos in my sexual range. The straight porn was more kinky because I was desensitized over years of watching gay porn.

After realizing I’m not a bull we just all chatted and then I asked them about their relationship, this lifestyle and why they do it.

Towards the end of the meeting she actually opened up about wanting kids but she is becoming too old and saying she’s going through a midlife crisis.

I guess my quarter life crisis of being bi and wanting to bull was meeting their midlife crisis.

Anyways, they were both very nice to me (besides the part when they told me I should stop wearing white socks because it’s a goofy trend that gen Z does).

I’m just glad I figured out a year worth of confusion.