My wife put me a no go on exhibitionism or sex outdoor after a long time, and she doesn't want to even consider it anymore. We are having some issues as couple, we cannot live without each other but she has zero sex drive at all.

I am an exhibitionist since my teenager time, I know my wife since we are 19 and we are now 43. I introduced her to the light exhibitionism and the voyeur world after a couple of years of our relationship. She used to wear very sexy and sheer clothes or to flash around. We never had full swap but we had sex several time on the beach in front of other people.

Having sex on the beach, and in particular relaxing on the beach while we masturbate each other is the thing that turns me more than anything else. I cannot live without it.

This year we decided to have our first holiday in Cap d'Agde and here is when everything exploded. When she arrived on the beach, she exploded as she saw only old people and she started being disgusted.

Is there something I can do to suppress my need of being exhibitionist or eventually to suppress my sex drive? I know this might seem exagerated but I rather prefer to loose my sex drive than loosing her