TL;DR: We had an amazing weekend together at a resort and I thought if I typed out some stuff, it might help me think about it from a different angle. Probably nothing too exciting for most of you, but anyways.

Background: We'd been to a resort four or five times before and had never done a swap, but were enjoying a lot of watching/being watched. But we'd been talking, and my wife has been saying she wants to see me get with another woman. On previous trips, I would sometimes suffer from low self esteem previously seeing how as my wife gets all kinds of attention, and I didn't.

Highlights:

A really cute brunette fondled me while I was eating my wife out and it was unexpected, but super hot. It was a completely sexual touch without ask for reciprocation; 'how can I make this cock feel good'. ?!?!?!?!!?

My wife squirted for the first time in her life. We were in the playroom and the boyfriend of the girl that fondled me was like, 'do you want to squirt?' She said yes. He asked me. I said sure. In like 10 seconds of fingering, she had soaked the place. I gotta figure this shit out, cause it was *immediate*. That couple then told us they like going to swingers clubs and making people happy. Mission accomplished.

A few minutes later, while watching another couple fuck, my wife said, 'Can I help them out?' 'Sure' Note: Thus far in our journey, she'd never touched another man (nor I, another woman). She started caressing this dude, and he rolls over and she takes him in her mouth. *And it was so hot*. It didn't destroy me. I didn't want to cry. She was gorgeous and in control. She just embraced a moment of pure slut and ran with it. She didn't want to leave me for this dude with a cock, she just wanted to spread joy. Ugh. I moved up a little bit and touched his wife. Ugh.

My confidence exploded. A couple we met the first night found us at the bar the next day and we were talking. She asked my wife if they could make out. Sure. Then, I asked if I could feel her tits. Sure. Then she kissed me. Then she kissed me again with tongue. And I know, it sounds tame, but for us, it was brand new. And my wife was *hot* about it. She actively liked seeing me be deliberate and flirty with another woman.

We *nearly* swapped with another couple at the end of the night, but my wife was starting to feel the effects of rum and cokes for lunch come 3:00 am. But this girl *wanted me*. (And her husband wanted my wife). But it felt so goddamn empowering to have these women interested. It's weird, because my wife is a very attractive woman, and she tells me all the time that I am good looking, but it never makes any sense. (?) But this time, there were other women telling me the same thing. (Left out a few other interactions in the interest of brevity, but yeah).

Everyone we met was so goddamn nice; we traded numbers with three other couples and may meet them again.

It just seems like every time we go, it gets better and better. We have rooms booked the last weekend of June and I am counting the hours.

Thanks for listening.