My husband is of average girth and length I would say. I’m not deprived of satisfaction at all. I fooled around with a couple guys in the past who were VERY BIG!!!

Here’s my concern: I never enjoyed myself with the bigger guys... The first one fooled around with me in my car and I just couldn’t get comfortable. Very thick and long and It really hurt! Second guy was very big as well. Almost same as the first guy. Again never found pleasure in it.

My husband expressed wanting to see me with a big guy. Much bigger than he is. Again to me all of this is really strange.

Now, Sex with my husband is great and he has great oral skills also. In fact my husband was horrible at oral at first. Then studied up on YouTube and blew my mind within a week after we had met! Guys in the past weren’t able to get me there the way he did.

My fear is now that I’m more open, if I go through with this, will a bigger penis feel better? Better to the point I’d want to leave him? I don’t want to jump into anything before asking all these embarrassing questions first.

Thank you all for your input in advance.