My wife and I have had two threesomes with another woman. We’ve also had same room sex with another couple (no swap).

Tonight, we took the risk and found a male on Reddit to experiment. I never saw my wife with another man before. I’ve always had the kink but never really wanted to go through with it until recent. My wife was scared too. I let them be alone together for the first few moments. I assumed they were just going to talk. When I walked back in about 5 seconds later she was already sucking his dick and my first emotions were angry and upset that it happened so quickly. Like she was too eager to get going. I accepted that maybe she was just nervous and wanted to get started instead of having conversation. So I continued in and began to watch her suck his dick while he lied down. Again, I started to get frustrated because she paid no attention to me for the first few minutes. I jacked off right next to her face, I grabbed her ass, and nothing. Not a word or even a glance at me. I could no longer get it up. Finally, after about 5 minutes, she turned and asked me to fuck her. I was too upset but didn’t want to say anything so I just asked her to suck my dick while he fucked her from behind. The lack of eye contact with me made me really upset again.

I decided to put my emotions aside and let my wife enjoy the moment. So I stepped aside and told her “just enjoy it baby” when she asked why I stepped away. They went on for quite some time while I recorded and jacked myself off. Finally, he came on her boobs and left immediately which I appreciated.

I expressed my emotions to my wife afterwards and she feels extremely guilty but I do too because I don’t want her to feel like she did something bad. We semi argued about it for a while and then had very aggressive sex after. Now we’re getting ready for bed. I have no idea how to feel right now