So me and my husband have been swinging for three years. His idea. Started with a 3way with a friend. We established rules at the beginning. I thought it’d be okay. I was so wrong. We fell apart after about a year of swinging. We started breaking rules and fighting each other a lot I wanted to quit but everytime I brought it up he got angry but I felt like I was always (taking one for the Team) . So I asked for an open relationship so that I could date other people. Fast forward to October and I met this guy online. He sent me a friend request and I asked who he was. We haven’t stopped talking since. We see each other almost daily and I’m really happy when I’m around him. I fell in love with him. It can’t be lust because we don’t have sex. Actually I don’t even think I want sex anymore after being through everything with my. Husband. Sex with my husband feels like a chore and I dread every second of it. I feel like I just don’t know what to do. Do you fix your marriage when you don’t feel like you love the other person anymore? Do I go be happy? Don’t I deserve happiness too? Does this happen to other swingers?