Long story short. My other half of 5 yrs pitched the idea of seeing me get pleasured by a male. He was all for letting me get dicked down by someone else without the exchange of him being with someone else because he always heard about my sex life before him. His words not mine. Anyways, finally 5 years down the line I considered being with someone else in front of him because he had asked. It's kinda been a little fantasy of mines and I like the idea and im not opposed to it. It's kinda neat, New, exciting and nervous. Anyways, we go out tonight, end up at a strip club. It's about a few days before my period so I'm a little nuts lol. Anyways, before we left I asked him not to touch anyone. He said okay. We go to the strip club and the girl next to me offers To let me feel her titts. I feel them. The girl Next to him offers to let him feel her tits. Shortly after he does & does it again “just to make sure” saline titts was good. She also showed us her pussy 🙄 obviously were in a strip club. We're both new, very very new, no rules were set. I really think we're experimenting not completely in the lifestyle. Anyways, as we leave I was pissed that he touched her. I asked him not to touch anyone, before we even got there. As we left we got into a huge argument. I told him it wasn't that he did just that I asked him not to. We argued, he asked if he was suppose to ask me and I said yes. His response was so you want me to be a simp? I said no of course. He went on explained its a double standard, that if I wasnt okay with him touching them I shouldnt have touched either. He then said if I'm shared I should consider him With someone else. Mind you this is was his idea. Even though before that, sharing him wasn't really an option. Obviously, I didn't mean me touching meant him touching to me too. Had I known I wouldn't have done that. He apologized for his behavior and Reassured me that I have nothing to worry about. Im Entirely unsure if im even okay with sharing him to be honest. I like the idea but idk if I can accept him Sleeping with someone else. Our relationship is great but I've never shared any of my Partners at all so this Is all very very new to Me. Am I being dramatic? Has anyone else been in this type of Situation? Any advice would be great.

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