boyfriend and i started talking about threesome, foursome, swinging, etc.. i am open to it and i really think it'll be exciting and will open for new adventures for us. threesome/swinging/group sex porn also turn me on so in my head i think we can do it.

nonetheless, when it comes to actually putting some time to think it through, i do get anxious and mainly it's because of me. i am your textbook introvert and i have social anxiety disorder. i don't like being touched by other people and i am generally scared of meeting new people, all the more being intimate with them.

before posting here, i have been checking out the links on the community info but i can't really find anything that will help me with my issues. i am scared that due to my introversion and social anxiety, my boyfriend and i won't ever get into it. perhaps i am just looking for a 'push' that will help me get out of my comfort bubble.