I’ll try and keep short.. my wife and I are very close…. We kind of went into it with little to no boundaries.. I’ve read all about what to do and not to do.. 2 years before we finally took the plunge into the lifestyle.. long story short, I was the only sober one there. Wife drank a little too much because of nerves, and stayed relatively sober because I was driving home afterwards. We met a couple at their house. They were both really into my wife. They seemed into me but def more into her. So we did just about everything, she had sex with her and him. I got a blowjob for a min or so from his wife but overall it was more about her.. and my wife was into it and I found a lot of it pretty hot. Some things made me a bit jeolous when he was with her but woke up today with an overwhelming feeling of being left out.. I was not very aggressive and chose to watch when maybe I should of participated more than I did. I honestly didn’t know what to do and my wife was totally into it, even when I thought we were finished she Iniated even more with his wife. I wanted all of this and feel left out. I don’t know. Anyone experience any of these feelings.. my wife did try and include me some, so I’ll say that. Not sure if I’m cut out for this, mixed feelings and jealous and I don’t know what to think. Sorry for rambling…