Hello there,

This post will probably not be really useful, but I needed to expose my situation with some strangers, I guess. I (32m) am married with my beautiful wife (32f) and since few years, I fantasized on sharing her with another man.

We almost went through, but the guy that we had our eyes on did'nt satisfied our expectation in the end. Since then, we talked about going to a swing club together and see where it could lead us. The thing is...

The more I think about it, the more I could definitly see myself experimenting and having fun with other women. However, if my wife is open to cuckolding, sharing ME is a no go.

Nothing much to had... Obviously, it is a little frustrating, but of course, it's her choice and I will respect that. But now, I am scared that if we go through the cuckold thing, I might end up bitter not to have the chance to experience new experiences myself. Does that even make sense? I am a little lost here.

Thanks for those who went through my blaberring :)