35m 40f vanilla wife, it's been awhile narin doing research about this fantasy. A bit info lang where I'm at now. 2021 my wife knew about my fantasy about 3s or cuckolding, sabi ko kahit watcher nalang. She replied "okay I understand" then I thought magagalit pero hindi she just said na "I'm not mad, I just disagree" then I tried to condition her mind while drinking I will open up again then "dapat hindi taga dito satin, dapat hindi natin kilala, gawin nalang natin kapag matanda na tayo, gawin nalang natin kapag kasal na tayo" then the following day "zero" 😂 then I continued conditioning her mind role play massage therapist thing 2 masseur and such nakiki ride naman sya, Still olats 😢. Then I tried to plan na kumuha ng bull na magpapanggap na maging masahista then she found out about my TG and she read my convo and plan then ayun na dun na sya nagalit 😬. Then nag menor nako now may urge nanaman ako at gustong gusto ko talagang gawin. Do lahat ng tips nagawa ko na watch porn, drink, roleplay. Pero wala talaga.

Ano sa tingin nyo dapat Kong gawin now? Wild si misis sa sex, halos sya nag initiate ng mga spice up namin simula gf palang kami hanggang ikasal. Parang ako pa nga tinuruan nya. The reason she doesn't want to do it kasi we're Christians very active she Value talaga yung marriage and yung sex na dapat para sa mag asawa lang walang pwedeng iba. Very old school si wifey and Maria Clara talaga. Actually before very active namin sa sex then nung bumalik kami sa pag church and naging active ulit dun na tumamlay halos na araw araw before once a week nalang, minsan zero pa, dumating pa na I have to beg for it. Aside from that we just had a baby so mas tutuk sa pag alaga so maintindihan kopa naman. Now mas lalong nag dedesire ako sa fantasy kasi naghahanap talaga ako ng action ng thrill and adventure.

I'm so frustrated now, and I don't know where to start again. If may couple here with the same situation and na experience the lifestyle. I hope you can help me out 😭

P. S the picture was us, my wife took it.