My wife (live-in partner not yet married) and I have been together for 15yrs na. She is Straight Female and I'm Bisexual Male 2017 umuwi sya sa bahay na buntis sa panganay namin, I was not the father, I caught her na may kakarat na kawork nya and nabuntis sya nung guy, (lets name him Raf), I was hurt kasi first time ko na experience na maloko, I told her na ako nalang magiging father ng anak nila basta hiwalayan nalang nya si Raf, but still they continue fucking all throughout hanggang sa manganak ung wife ko, I was distraught for this 9 months, and akala ko tinapos na nila pero hindi pa din pala, come 2019 nabuntis ulit sya sa bunso namin, same guy pa din hahaha, this time, nonchalant nalang peg ko kasi di ko na alam mafefeel ko hahaha sabi ko nalang cge go nalang sa pagbubuntis mo, pero go lang kung bet mo si kuya or hindi bahala na kayo dyan tas ako uuwi na sa bahay ko na binili, then come Dec of 2019 they broke up, kasi itong si Raf may another party din na iba na kinakarat, so yes si kuya mo hilig tlga sa kiffy, hahaha and whats worst hindi nya kinilala ung mga batang anak nila as his own pero keri lang kasi sa BC ako naman ung legal father so dedma na, Kaloka diba confident talaga ako bumuhay ng bata ng hindi akin hahaha pero yeah it was the best decision I ever had, nothing makes my day complete. Im happy na makta ko mga anak ko at makasama sila so fast forward, pinili ni wifey na sumama sa akin dito sa bahay ko at forget about raf which she did naman and i think naging okay naman relationship namin fastforward this december, I felt something is off sa wife ko and sa mga post nya sa facebook, i sense na may third party, pero hindi ko pa nacoconfirmed, it was her birthday and she rented a place here near sa house para doon iceleb kasi maliit lang naman bahay namin so hindi magkakasya, naghatid lang ako ng mga ulam at foods nila and I left her there na with her workmates, the party ended at 2am in the morning, I can sense tlga na something is off, not sure if may karat na naganap bago ako magpunta don or what pero when Im initiating ayaw nya dami nya rason/alibi etc. come dec 23 umuwi sya from xmas party and i saw a picture of a guy pero ako dedman pero ako bilang baklang silahis kinutuban na akis,

Ako bilang malakas kutuban, i haunt the guy sa facebook, so yes stalker mode ako mga cyst, pero infairness naman sa wife ko, may character development naman ung pagpili nya ng guy, from chaka to mestizo so ako naman sabi ko sa sarili ko, keri na toh, game na sa threesome eme pero deep down doubting pa din naman ako kasi nga baka maling lalaki pala ito diba, mahirap na

fastforward this morning, for some reason, may nagtutulak sa akin na iopen ko ung cp nya which is never ko naman ginawa kasi never naman ako nakikialam ng phone nya tska malay ko ba sa password, eh for some reason nahulaan ko, so ending nabasa ko ung mga texts nila tas may i love you na ng nagaganap diba, pero ito nakakaloka mga mars kasi ang cliche ng story nung guy, which is like may issue daw sila nung current partner nya eme eme tas hindi na daw sya happy, nasasakal na daw sya ganern kacliche and i was like, hala si koya mo parang fubu ata peg nito sa wife ko?! i mean tipong pakboi na galawan ganern, na ifrofront na may issue sa current jowa nila para majustify lang panglalandi nila?! diba?! nakakaloka

so anyways, after mgshower ng wife ko I confronted her sabi ko, I read the texts and alam ko na about the new guy, ganern, sabi ko sa wife ko, I'm not mad, im cool pa nga eh, im happy for her kasi may fubu na sya hahahaha (ang sabog ko diba) tas my boyfriend sya while she has me as her livein partner/husband,

I told her na hindi ako galit and okay lang if she wants to play around, i even texted sa guy and introduced myself na. I told the guy na Im okay with the set up, throuple ganern, open relationship, cucks or swingers or whatever you called it, and i asked him na i hope he's okay with it too, I have no intention to make away or be scandalous kasi kaloka hindi ko character yorn and I wont have the energy for that, but rather I want to be friends with him and support them as well, I just make bilin lang na sana they play it safe kasi sila pa ata nung gf nya and wag nya buntisin ung wife ko, He can fuck her all he wants until mabaliw asawa ko sa notes nya pero walang buntisan magaganap dapat. I asked my wife kung may nanyayari na sa kanila and she told me na wala pa daw and wala daw sya intent if ever kasi nadala na nga sya kay raffy which is ung father ng mga kids nya, baka maulit lang daw, I told her na its okay to have sex, seems like fubu lang din naman trip nito kaaffair nya pero kung trip nila ng seryosohan, nagset na ako ng expectations na its going to be a throuple. I even opened up dun sa idea na they would invite me din sa sex nila as watcher lang, happy na ako doon. I do get horny imagining my wife riding someone else, i mean 2025 na mga cyst jusko lets all be open minded nlng hahaha. another thing is sabi ko if they would go out sana magsabi sila sa akin, out of respect nalang din as hubby nya diba. sometimes I ask myself if normal pa ba itong nafefeel ko na excitement thinking na she's doing the deed with someone diba?! or im just being a nympho hahaha?! i dunno hahaha. the guy is unresponsive sa text and calls, sabi ko pa naman maging open sa comms. its not like im going to bite or what, pero sabi ni wifey awkward daw sa guy, so ano ako magaddjust?! hahaha binigyan ko na nga sila ng blessing to play around eh hahahah kaloka

Conflicted din ako kasi I felt like am i being too nice or naive?! I mean i love her, and wala ako naramdaman na galit actually, nainis at natawa nalang ako. cgro manhid na din ako? i dunno. if you guys can share your thoughts below feel free to do so for other questions, hahaha or DM me if you like.