Husband (56M) and myself (45F) have been together 9 years. We had been to sex clubs with previous partners and together in the past, but had never played with other people. Earlier this year we started talking about swinging, ENM, vacations at Hedo etc. We decided to get an annual membership to a local club (M4, we are in Toronto). We have been a few times and started swapping.

 A few weeks ago, we went on a Friday night when single guys are allowed. A woman from the M4 chat had asked my husband if she could go with us, as she was not comfortable going alone. I was nervous at first, but went along with it. I started chatting with a single guy at the bar and later all 4 of us went into the play room. My husband had sex with that woman while I was playing with the younger guy - unfortunately for me, I think he was nervous and couldn't really get it up. While it was happening a number of single guys started surrounding us, hard cocks in hand, and it was one of the sexiest moments I had ever experienced. We later moved into one of the private rooms and at that point my husband had already come and I was not satisfied. I asked if I could do something we had discussed at home - blindfolding me and having other guys fuck me. He went out and picked a nice big cock for me, who fucked me hard. It was sooo good. I think he got a bit jealous of how I reacted to one of the positions which is a fave but for some reason just doesn't work out with my husband and I.

This past week I asked to go to the Descend into Darkness event. It is when they dim the lights very low and give you glow sticks so you can see each other in the playroom. Young cute guy started chatting up with us and asked to join us in the play room. Unfortunately not a lot of women or couples that night. Both this guy and my husband started playing with me at the same time, it felt so good. At one point I found out my husband had already come, even though we were just getting started. I got unlucky (again) with the small cock, I could barely feel it inside me (he did make it up by fingering me). This time I was more confident and started touching and sucking other cocks that were surrounding me as the guy and my husband touched me - I didn't know whose hands were doing what.

By feeling the different cocks, I chose my favourite and asked him to fuck me. He asked to do it doggie style, to which I obliged while I sucked other cocks. I could have kept going but it got really overwhelming with the single guys around me. We needed a break.

While we were getting a drink, I spotted a guy who was my fuck buddy before I met my husband - he was one of the best sexual partners I had ever had. My husband wanted to go home, but I asked if I could have a go with Joe first. He obliged. I had a hard time finding him in the dark, but thankfully he had put the glow stick around his cock. I found him watching another couple fuck. I asked if he would do me the honours.

We found another bed and started playing while my husband touched me. Surprisingly to me, my husband got another hard on and fucked me from behind while I sucked Joe. Feeling my husband hard again by seeing me with another man was so fucking hot - the full circle of arousal. The sex with Joe wasn't as great as I remembered (his dick and his wet kisses were exactly as I recalled) - probably because we were quickly surround by single guys jerking off, someone touched his foot and he lost his concentration a bit, lol. I was disappointed he didn't ask me for updated contact information, as I would love to have him as a regular again.

 I had so much fun - I had sex with 4 men in less than 2 hours. I am self conscious about my curvy body, but seeing the effect that I had on all of these men made me feel so powerful. So far I have not had any mind blowing orgasms during these encounters, I guess that is normal? Unfortunately my husband felt a bit left out since there were no women for him to play with, let alone a single woman so that we could both give him attention. In due time I believe.

 I had lots of reservations about starting this because I am "the jealous type". But I realized my jealousy stemmed from my own insecurities - taking it slow has shown both of us what we are comfortable with and how much fun it can be.

 In the meantime, we have been on Feeld for a few months and I have been chatting up with a few guys. I think we are ready to move on to meeting outside clubs. My ex-husband called me a nymphomaniac (hence the user name ), but as an insult. He would barely fuck me towards the end of our marriage - main reason he is an ex. Now I have a fantastic husband who wants us to explore both our sexualities the way our bodies desire. I told him he might be unleashing something scary, lol. It feels great to be as horny and slutty as my body asks me to. I can't wait for my next experience. We are going to an all-inclusive in Mexico next week, hoping we are able to find another couple or guy on Feeld while we are there.