Long story short my gf and I contemplated joining the lifestyle…… some back story I’ve talked to other girls behind her back she didn’t like it … so back to a couple Of weeks ago I brought up the idea of joining the lifestyle she was hesitant at first but said it was okay …. Sex is great we have only fantasized about doing this with other girls nothing else ….. I told her I want her to mess with other girls(I was hopeful for girl girls) turns out she’s into studs and said she would fuck some of her stud friends from work if I wasn’t in the picture…..I don’t care about the stud part … it’s the fact that she wants to fuck people that we both know … that’s what hurt me long story short now I hurt my own feelings and I don’t know what to Do …. I feel like I’m not good enough for her