I'm struggling a bit now and I'm looking for some help. My wife and I have a good marriage. Last year we were discussing our fantasies and she had a fantasy of having a threesome with me and another guy. I made it happen. We both enjoyed our time and we moved on. She's bisexual and I am straight. We then had a 2 female an male 3 some. It was with one of her friends so the boundaries were that intercourse was off the table.

Fast forward to this year. And we have been trying to find a woman that was not her friend to complete our threesome. We found a woman that was in a poly relationship that plays with and without her partner. We met them and all of us ended up in the bedroom. When we talked ahead of time he was either going to not come to the bedroom or just watch. Well it ended up pretty much as me just watching. While I did have sex with my wife. He took his girl from behind while going down on my wife

My wife and I spoke about our experience and I just mentioned it was not what I was thinking was going to happen as basically I had felt like I was just watching my wife have a threesome with another couple and getting to get off only after everyone else and only with my wife.

We spoke to our woman friend the next day to which my wife said next time I really and to make sure my husband is the one who gets the experience of just two woman alone. Which she said she would love. But my wife boundaries are still no intercourse

She text this am and said she had the day off. Unfortunately I have to work. My wife asked if I would be ok if she went for a little one on one girl time. To which I said I'm ok with that. But babe I need to feel desired and wanted to. So please go have fun but don't forget I have my needs too.

I don't know how to navigate this new world. Where I am ok with my wife having someone to orgasm with. But I am only allowed to have sex with my wife and my wife only.