Emotionally that is. I love this show with all of my heart but it has never really tugged on my heartstrings aside from a few spots, like when Bobby goes in season 7

But every damn time I get to the final episode of season 8, I am ugly crying.

The speech at the end between Sam and Dean in the church always gets me. I've felt like Sam in that moment so many times in my life that it just crushes me when he breaks down and tells Dean what he confessed as his greatest sin. His constant failure and disappointment, his view of not being good enough to help Dean

And the way Dean follows that up, pleading with him to see how much he cares and how he needs Sam there with him instead of being dead

Just once I wish I could hear those words that Dean says from someone when it really mattered

Yeah, this whole episode just gets me. Even the parts with Crowley facing his end too with the knowledge that the gates are being closed. So now I'm going to bed sad. But damn, I absolutely love this show with all of my heart