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I’m a 17 year old male and recently I started looking into social apps to meet strangers on for teens. I have been on the app for 1 week and about 5 days ago I meet a girl on the app and we started talking. We didn’t really have anything in common but we both liked each other anyway and moved to Snapchat instead. We slowly started talking more and more often and within the span of 3 days we started saying I love you and taking lovey dovey. During this period I didn’t really think about it at all and was just going along with the lovey messages not taking it seriously. 4th day in and I wake up from an evening nap to a picture of her wrists bleeding from her cutting them. At first I just looked at it for a while but then I tried calling and texting and eventually convinced her to go to the hospital, on the way there I was texting her and she kept on telling me how everything in her life was going wrong and how she wants to die. Eventually she got to the hospital and she said goodbye. The day after she texted me thanking me for being there for her and that she couldn’t live her life without me. Now she texts me every other hour and says I love you, sometimes I can see a knife beside her in the pictures and I tell her to put it away. She constantly talks about being depressed and that she doesn’t want to get help. All of this is during the span of 5 days and I’m writing this on the 6th, I haven’t answered her messages today but they contain the same self deprecating speeches as always. I don’t like her and have no emotional attachment to her at all. Honestly I don’t actually care for her at all but I can’t just block her or tell her that I don’t want to talk because I’m scared that she might kill Herself and I don’t want that guilt on my shoulders for the rest of my life. I tell her I love you back and I tell her that I care about her to comfort her but it’s all lies. I don’t want anything from her and I’m planning on blocking her or finding an excuse to stop talking. I am still in shock from the pictures and I can’t sleep over thinking about what she might do if I go through with it but I can’t keep forcing myself to falsely care for her. what should I do?
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