Hi, I am bullied at work and that triggers my depression a lot. But my work is very privileged: I work for 16 hours a week and I'm well paid. I am a student and I need this job, so I never argue back. Yesterday I dyed my hair pink and it happend to be too bright! I thought it would be lightly pinkish. Anyways I like it a lot, but my boss will be mad as fuck. I am so scared. I even tried to put acrylic paints on my head before going to work to make it look less bright, yes, I am THAT MUCH desperate (it made everything worse). I am so scared. What should I do. God I am so anxious and accidentally started self harming with my nails to distract