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Crushing shame
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I don't know how to let it go. It's making it so hard to be myself anymore. I think I'm emotionally abusive. I don't know how to free my family from my monster. I can be so good, so supportive, so loving, and then explode. I don't trust myself anymore. I saw a psychiatrist yesterday, talking about the past just folks me with shame and self loathing. My wife is going to leave me if I don't get steady. Sometimes I think she should. I can't imagine life without her and the kids.
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