Not looking for advice. Just want a place to put down all the reasons why I want to end my life. May come back to it and add more if I think of more.

• Teeth. I hate the dentist/dental work, and the idea of just having to go to one and put up with that stuff for the rest of my life sounds fucking awful.
• Maintaining a healthy body. It's so much work, I feel bad about myself, and I just want to eat good food and vibe. But either I kill myself, or my body eventually does via high blood pressure or too much cholesterol. I always say, I'm here for a good time, not a long time. And I don't want to be in pain when I die.
• Climate change.
• Responsibility. I don't want to work, and that makes me useless in the eyes of society. I hate having any sort of responsibility, and the thought of having to essentially work until I die makes me feel miserable. Might as well end it before I can get too miserable. I'm just a lazy piece of shit who cries if I lift anything too heavy. I'm a waste of space, good for nothing.
• To make it up to others who I have hurt. I've done some fucked up things, sometimes intentionally, sometimes unintentionally. I'm sick of thinking about those things I've done. I'm convinced forgiveness doesn't exist for the actions I've taken, and the lives of those I've hurt would be better if I was gone and they'd never have to worry about seeing me, or hearing about me.