I overdosed on sleeping pills and alcohol. I ended up telling my therapist because my ex friend threatened to call the cops on me for harassment and my bf is in jail for weed charges . My therapist ended up calling the cops and a medical center to evaluate me. I talked myself out of going inpatient since the doctor's there are shitty. I want to leave TX or atleast Richmond TX. I hate having no friends. I have my family but I'm just mentally drained. If I feel suicidal I probably won't tell anyone and just do it. I understand these people try to help but they only make things worse for me . I only had 9 hrs of sleep so I'm about to go to bed