i am a (19M) years old guy and i feel like anyone understands me, i am resented and tired of everything, i am a very submissive straight guy and i can't handle the fact that most women don't like guys like me, plus i don't enjoy penetrative sex so it is even worst, i was always made fun of and ignored by girls, one girl asked me to give her money to buy fanta's (in my countrie a way to call someone simp is fanta payer but i didn't noticed), another one asked me to give her money to take the bus, two girls told the other girls in high school about my foot fetish, the girl i loved made fun of me for how i behaved when she was around, one girl on tinder told me sub men are "inferior" so she wanted me just as her servant etc... i have just one friend to meet with and i need love so much, yes i know i can't do PIV sex but that doesn't mean i don't need love too and i can't handle this shit anymore i am too coward to suicide but i want to never been born sl bad