23m and for those years have felt worse overtime. Long story short, I lost the few people close to me. Then on top of that, my partner I have kids with is not hearing my concerns and struggles. Almost as if I'm screaming in a glass dome. I'm not religious, but I've started saying my intentions and hopes out loud and in my head hoping something is there to listen. I can't ever seem to have friends stick around. I stay in my lane and everytime I try meeting people, they get bored or just start talking over me. At this point, I have literally not a single soul I can relieve my stress to. I work 50 hours a week and don't have time/resources to get help. I keep pushing everyday but this is too much. I literally come to reddit searching for an open airspace to just voice my mind. Because anyone reading this will have a better chance of caring or understanding than any individual I have literally ever interacted with til this day.