Thank you everyone here who has helped me through tough times in the past. Just to leave something about me, here’s my life: I’m a 19, almost 20 y/o male college student in the USA. I’m at a great university in a major that pays well. I love heavy rock music and am in multiple metal bands. I also love the environment, animals, and traveling. From the outside, my life looks absolutely perfect. But in reality, I’ve been suffering from genetic depression, anxiety, OCD, and panic for years. My parents know. I’ve seen therapists. I’ve tried everything and I can’t get out of my own head. I’ve lost all motivation to do any school work. I’m losing interest in hobbies. I go full days without eating, and I sleep for hours on end. I just sit around all day surrounded by computer screens talking to people through zoom, watching YouTube videos, anime, and playing my bass guitar. I really hit rock bottom. My main reason for deciding to end my life is that I just don’t agree with a lot of the ways our society is structured. It’s not human nature to have an abundance of societal stresses like social and economic responsibilities. I’ve tried to kill myself in the past. I survived. It changed my life. But now I’m here again and I’m going to try again. Thank you again everyone. This is the end.