Last year I made a post of how being jobless in this pandemic-ridden world greatly affected me. I tried my best to get a job and I got one last October. But I guess life really is cruel. Imagine finally getting a job but having your self esteem totally shattered by a toxic boss. It was the first time I experience crying out of the blue, having an anxiety attack everytime there's a new message on my phone, and dreading going to work everyday.

My boss is toxic. He humiliates me (and the other employees as well) infront of others, he always tells us that we dont use our heads. What's worse, there's no escaping him during weekends. we are expected to work 24/7 literally. He even once said that he "owns" us so we must obey him.

It's gotten so bad that lately I see myself looking out the balcony of our apartment wondering if I would survive a fall from the 16th floor. I just want to be free of him but this pandemic is preventing me. I don't know what to do anymore.