It’s about a year and a little away, but I can’t get death off my mind and I set a date.

I grew up thinking I could change the world or become someone amazing. I’m about to graduate with no job offers and probably pick up a minimum wage job while living at home with my parents.

My ex just dumped me. He broke my heart when he moved away but it’s over now for good. Everyone I love seems to leave me so easily. I have very little friends, none I would consider myself close with. I cause a lot of drama and have ruined a lot of people’s lives.

There’s nothing left for me here. I set a deadline so it doesn’t feel like I need to make it through an infinite amount of time just to die and finally be free. Just wanted to share, there’s no one I could talk to about this irl