If you can beat me in a compition of who is a bigger failure in life than me, than good job! you have surpassed the biggest failure in the world. First im 19 soon to be 20 still living with my parents. I never did well school I never failed but had around a 2.7 GPA. I have my license but dont even own a car. I never worked a single day in my life. I have adhd, autism, bipolar, depression, and insomia. Never had a girlfriend or been kissed. Still a virgin.

I spent my senior prom night at a Smash Bros tournament and did ok. Btw that is another thing I can go into, How i sucked at smash even though I been playing it for 4 and a half years. I only win like one or two matches and I am ussally out of the tournament and feel bad afterwards.

Now here is my social life. Oh wait that is funny becuase i have none and I never had more than 3-5 friends. I rarely get out of the house because A. I never own a car I have to borrow my dads and it is rare because he works for long periods of time. B. I dont have too much motivation to do anything.

Now here is the part about my wieght. I am 5'8 and 215 lbs which is considered obese. I couldnt help but to eat anything as long as it had carbs in it. I was addicted to chips and oreos and still am. I used to drink a lot of soda but not as much now. I remember my parents hiding junk food away from me when I was around 230 pounds to prevent me from being fatter.

Either way I know I will not get anywhere in life. My life is only about 1/4 done and I hate it. Pls help I feel like death and I want an anwser on why I can do anything. All I wanted in life was something to feel happy about and i really dont have anything.

Sorry for my poor english because im also really stupid as well.

TLDR: I was never good at anything, have no social life and my weight makes me feel like i can never achieve or feel anything good.