My ex has moved on and I wanted to potentially get back together with her. I feel like I'm just a waste of time and not worth anything to anyone. She clearly doesn't care about me and no one else really cares about me. My parents are trying to help but I don't deserve it. I don't deserve happiness or someone to care about me. I just want to leave everything behind and say goodbye to those that have tried so hard to make me feel like I mattered. I don't matter to anyone. I just want this pain to end. Nothing in my life has meaning anymore. I've posted on here multiple times and no one here really even seems to care. No one has ever cared about me. I've been told to kill myself by multiple different love interests and now I'm starting to think they're right. I feel so hopeless, pathetic, hurt, and the fact that I won't find someone. I am just a ghost.