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I'm done. The only reason I'm here is because of my friends. And even then I'm on edge all the time.
I'm a floater. I have two groups I'm close to, a few stragglers, and am closer than acquaintances with but not quite friends with a lot of people. However, I feel like I'm always on the outside of the group.
I don't think I want to commit suicide. I just want all the crap in my life to end.
My parents are divorcing, my grandma's health is not doing well, I'm super stressed about so many different things, I'm just done. I'm passed the point of caring anymore.
I just want to stop existing.
Say, I was in a life and death situation, I'm not sure if I'd choose life. And that's scary to think about, but it's true. Like, if I was about to get hit by a bus, I'm not sure if I would try and get out of the way, or put my head down and hope that it hits hard enough to kill me.
I just want to stop existing...
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