It's early afternoon, I'm just laying in my bed and I don't want to get up because I know I'll have to go back to my miserable life. I'm just so tired of everything bad constantly happening to me, just when something gets better, some other problem presents itself to me. I'm so freaking tired of this, even when I try to be a good person and help people out whenever I can, I still have these things happen to me. Good things happen to bad people, and bad things happen to good people for no reason. I don't expect much from my life anyway, but all I ask for is a normal life. There's no order in the universe, it's all meaningless. I wish life had a quit button, I don't want to exist anymore. I feel so alone in all this. If you're reading this, thank you, and I hope you have a great day.