Had a close friend commit suicide and now I think about it all the time.

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Ok I'll try and keep this short and sweet. 2 years ago my very close friend and roommate committed suicide in our apartment. I was there when he did it and was trying to talk him down. He was a combat veteran and had PTSD. It was a fairly traumatic experience and I feel like I'm just beginning to really get over it. But ever since he killed himself I think about suicide constantly, not that I'm going to do it but I just think about it. Is this a normal reaction to being that close to a suicide? I don't feel depressed but I did suffer some anxiety for a year afterwards or so.

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