I feel like I am a balloon that is being pumped up and pumped up. I am so stressed in my job, my love life is non-existent and the girl I like doesn’t respond to me at all. On dating apps I am completely ignored too, so that makes things worse. I don’t have anything to look forward to in my life.

I have always been depressed and lonely my whole life, but this just gets worse and worse. I still with my parents at 28 and everyone who I know has passed me by. I feel like a total failure and I don’t feel anything anymore. I am on a continuous treadmill with my life just existing. I am sad but in a sense of apathy, I just cannot be bothered dealing with this nonsense, it is so tiring and I dislike it.