My life is a failure, I have made many mistakes. I sit around and watch everyone be happy but when it comes to my turn it is nonexistent. My life sucks so bad that once I was blackmailed by a guy to the point I was scared to leave. Then got so depressed I escaped. I thought that if he went through with it I take my own life. He didn't follow through. He popped in my life again, after I was going through a breakup I was just so hurt. He told me he cared about me, that he still held on to the photos that he loved me. Come to find out he was talking to another woman. He blocked me when I confronted him. I was nothing to a man who blackmailed me. I am so upset and worthless. I need to find someone to take my cat. I love her too much. I hope you'll forgive me my little kitty. I hope I can see you in another life.