I’m not going to kill my self although I tried 2 years ago and did it in a bathroom in an airport whne moving to a new country but I hate my life, I’m 27M usually very enthusiastic about life and very positive, love to live and so on but to be honest, I am very fed up, since I moved to this new country ( first country ) coming from a middle eastern country I have been experiencing homelessness, I’m a refugee here since 2 years and I am yet don’t know what my status is, it took so much time because i traveled many times fromm the country since I moved here and that is not something that is supposed to happen. I didn’t finish Highschool back at home and wss the only one in the family that didn’t, family wasn’t supportive because I’m gay and now i’m completely on my own, i’m lazy and I’m not sure how to get a job, i try and ask but anyway it is complicated because I don’t have papers here. I’m broke, and often worried like now about how I will manage to live. I’m not sure what I should do … :(