I know suicide is wrong, something I've struggled with for over 10 years. Some mornings I can't get up due to my crippling depression. Other days I have more energy and really put on the smile so many recognize, then I get home and im so drained I can't even shower or cook. Every morning the first question will always be, "Is this the day" but there will always be another morning for all of us. I know it's hard and yes I have attempted and have many behavioral health diagnosis. I don't care if anyone is happy to see me here today but I am happy to see all of you here today. Keep fighting with me and shoot me a message if you need to talk. I will respond eventually. Your truths cannot break me for I am your friendly American Soldier.