A.S. I miss you more than anything, it's been over a year but my feelings are just as strong as they were before. We spent years of our life together, even if it was long distance, we are going to get married, we were going to love together.

You truly are, and I know this for a fact now, you truly are the love of my life.

I miss you, I really do. I know we had our differences but who doesn't, I wish you didn't just leave.

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I'm so lonely, ever since she left I've had nobody. She was the person I could talk to every single day about everything going on in my life. We talked for hours every single day, I miss her so much.

I'm so pathetically lonely ever since, I constantly try to fill the void by trying to find people on sites or apps but it never lasts, it's never the same. It's an unhealthy coping mechanism, I try to get attention and affection from random people online but it's never the same.

I just want to be loved, I want to be wanted, I want her back.

I'm sorry for whining, I just don't want to be alone right now.