28 man. I've been feeling like shit for almost a week now. There is a lot of reasons, but today I spent some time looking through job offers, and it slowly pushed me into this direction, and now I can't stop thinking about why the fuck I should stay alive. I don't see any future that is good. It's been quite a long time since I last felt like this.

No experience, no skills, worthless education, no money, no job, living with parents, even if I find a job, it will be lowest pay, and I will have to either spend almost all money on rent, or stay with my parents, and save, but with pay that low and prices so high, I won't be able to afford my own place. Everything seems like it's falling apart, I feel like crying, and feeling cold. I fucking hate it all, hate my life myself my choices and fucking everything.