I’m 23 years old and over the past year or so it seems like I’ve destroyed my entire life. Last year I was working 2 jobs going out with my friends and having a great time. Since then I’ve lost 3 different jobs I barely work now. I can’t afford any of my bills or anything. I’ve destroyed my relationships with a lot of my friends and family. I just don’t see the point of going on anymore. I used to have goals and a plan of what I wanted to do but now I just don’t want to do any of it. Mental health issues run in my family so I know me being in this kind of spot isn’t good at all but I don’t want to reach out for help or talk to anyone about it cause I don’t want people to start looking down on me. The only reason I haven’t done anything yet is cause I don’t wanna bother anyone with me dying. I really just don’t know what else to do I feel like my only option is to just disappear.