I'm done trying. Why spell the reasons.... I'm no exception to the struggles of life. I just struggle alone and it's not an exaggeration. I feel free actually. Like I'm finally going to do something right and stop being. It's weird cuz I don't want to quit. I just don't have a support to tell me not to. I have the internet but really how much do we really care? I'm the same person that you see and not let in the traffic or you flip off for my minor traffic offense or even yell racist hurtful remarks.... Everywhere I look it's division and anger. When I come home I'm met with more. I just want to be loved. See it feel it spread it. Maybe. Thank you to the subs that were great though (you know who you are!)!